Chapter 1: Early Musical Influences

Reflecting on my life, one of the perks of longevity is the chance to engage in multiple fulfilling careers. These pursuits have not only brought in income but also established my identity in various fields.

From an early age, I developed strong interests, diving deep into subjects until I gained expertise, an endeavor often requiring the famed 10,000 hours Malcolm Gladwell discusses in "Outliers."

At the age of four, my parents introduced me to piano lessons, a choice that felt somewhat imposed yet welcomed. Both were musicians—my father an opera singer who met my mother in Hawaii while performing in "Madame Butterfly." They eventually settled in Los Angeles, where I spent my formative years. They noticed my inclination towards music when I would mimic the pitch of our doorbell at the piano, leading them to believe I had a musical gift.

My first piano teacher, Mrs. Curran, drove a quirky little car reminiscent of an early Volkswagen Beetle. I observed her closely and would often request her to play a piece before I attempted it myself, which made it seem like I was reading the music. Over time, I improved my music reading skills and continued my studies in the U.S. and later in Rome, where I was fortunate to learn from accomplished pianists like Annarosa Taddei and Tito Aprea. Although many expected me to pursue a concert pianist career, my performance anxiety prevented me from fully embracing that path. Instead, I found fulfillment in teaching and built a reputation in the music community, even serving as the Director of the Community School of Music in Monterey.

Chapter 2: A Passion for Photography

During my time as a piano instructor, my interest in fine art photography blossomed. It was 1977, a vibrant period for West Coast photography, with Ansel Adams at the forefront, known for his iconic landscapes. I enrolled in a photography night class in Oakland, where I fell in love with both the artistic and technical aspects of the medium—learning to compose, expose, develop film, and print images long before digital photography emerged in the 1990s.

After separating from my first husband, I attended a transformative photography workshop in Carmel led by prominent photographers, including Ansel Adams himself. This week-long experience ignited my passion for photography and led to a romantic relationship with photographer Morley Baer.

Chapter 3: Life in Italy and Artistic Growth

Moving to Carmel allowed me to teach both piano and photography at a local girls' school, where I introduced photography classes, including darkroom techniques. My involvement in the local photographic community was exhilarating, surrounded by talented artists.

In 1978 and 1979, I assisted Ansel in his Yosemite workshops. When Morley received the Prix de Rome, I decided to accompany him to Italy. Our daughter attended The Forum School, which offered a unique educational experience in Rome. I aspired to exhibit my experimental photography, which diverged from traditional styles.

Through connections in Rome, I secured a gallery show and was featured in a magazine, showcasing my unique work. Despite using my married name during this period, I was deeply involved in both personal and artistic development.

Chapter 4: Transformation and Healing

Returning to the U.S. after a year in Italy, I continued teaching while navigating personal challenges. My relationship with Morley became strained, leading to our separation in 1982. During this time, I focused on my healing journey, both from the end of our relationship and my battle with cervical cancer.

I entered therapy, which proved invaluable for my recovery and personal growth. The early 80s were a time of exploration in the human potential movement, where I met supportive friends in the community, including Ed Ross, who would later influence my journey into psychotherapy.

The experience of returning to school to earn my Master's in Psychology transformed my life. For over 30 years, I have enjoyed a fulfilling practice, assisting individuals in their journeys toward self-acceptance and appreciation. I am grateful to have a vocation that not only supports me but also allows me to make a meaningful difference in others' lives.

In conclusion, my journey through music, art, and psychology has been one of profound transformation—a testament to resilience and the human spirit.