# Discovering the Depths of Self-Love: A Transformational Journey
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Chapter 1: The Awakening of Self-Worth
Have you ever encountered a moment of self-love that truly transformed you? I found myself in a profound experience, witnessing my grandmother's essence nurturing my infant self. It was a moment that shattered me emotionally.
When my husband expressed uncertainty about our marriage, my entire inner landscape collapsed. I spiraled into a deep abyss of despair, filled with shame and feelings of inadequacy. In that dark place, my spirit guide—an imaginary companion named Lion—appeared. He kept reassuring me, "You are worthy," until I could finally absorb that truth. (It was a moment that left me sobbing.)
"Now it's your turn," Lion prompted.
"I am worthy," I murmured, filled with trepidation.
"I am worthy…"
"I am worthy…"
Though I struggled to articulate the words, I persevered. Suddenly, in my inner vision, I was surrounded by all my past selves—those who had faced trauma and felt unworthy. Some were familiar, while others had long been forgotten.
Together, we began to chant,
"I am worthy. I am worthy. I am worthy."
As our voices united, we formed a vast circle, embodying every version of myself—every woman I have ever been. Gradually, our chant evolved into,
"We are worthy. We are worthy. We are worthy."
Then, my future selves joined the circle, creating a timeline from the youngest to the oldest, still repeating, "We are worthy. We are worthy. We are worthy."
Across from me, I beheld my grandmother's essence cradling my infant self with profound love. Overwhelmed, I broke down in tears once again, but this time, it was out of sheer beauty. I felt immense gratitude for the experience. I realized I am vast, multifaceted, and infinite. Every part of me is deserving of love.
"You’re all here," I exclaimed to the circle, caught between laughter and tears. Looking into the eyes of a particularly challenging part of myself, I smiled and said, "Even you are here. Even you are worthy."
As the emotion washed over me like the calm after a storm, we disbanded the circle, embracing one another. Each younger self was met with love from their future counterparts. Some of my future selves approached me, expressing how proud they were of my journey.
In that moment, I felt an unparalleled sense of wholeness. Despite the challenges I faced in the outside world, my inner landscape was filled with love. This experience showcased the incredible power of unconditional self-love. It was real, transformative, and profound.
While having such an experience is remarkable, embodying it is a whole different challenge. This realization led me to develop my 30-day worthiness course, designed to help you build a deeper foundation of self-love and embrace a life of freedom.
Love is waiting for you in your own depths of darkness as well. Join me in WORTHY and allow love to illuminate your path to inner liberation.
Chapter 2: Embracing the Journey of Self-Love
The first video, "What People Get WRONG About Self Love!" by Matthew Hussey, delves into common misconceptions surrounding self-love and provides valuable insights on how to truly embrace your worth.
The second video, "Jayson Lyric - Self Love (Official Music Video) ft. Nevaeh," celebrates the journey of self-love through music, encouraging listeners to embrace their individuality and worthiness.